Heaven within the Fires of Hell

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Heaven within the Fires of Hell

Once more I’m free to feel
The way I always wanted to
The way I was made to live
To walk, to talk, to fight, to love
To draw chalk hearts onto life’s blackoards

To drive my daggers into a lover’s heart
While he holds my shield for me
Then I walk and leave him wounded
Surprised, when I return
No strike ever hurt him
Not a scratch, not a lesion
Nothing

Vicious a beast I am
In spite of the ecstacy that shakes me
Whenever he brakes me
And rapes me
And tastes me

Sharpened claws rapture his skin
Wherever they find it they fracture
Bloody red
Like the blood that escapes him

Smoldering rubble, set ablaze by his wind
A phoenix rises from ashes to sing
Why, I ever wondered
Can a man of such strength have me surrender

For one, it isn’t seen often
That one feeds and bends
The fire that openly burns
In a heart so sheltered from weakness of men
Here comes one who knows to be one of them
Those who stand tall within the storms
Caused by an insane fem

Those who raise hell within my soul
Just to captivate it and to mold
Into the one I already am
To my surprise, I never claimed
The facets of me he now holds

Within his voice – My thoughts
Within his act – My motives
Within his presence – My air

I can’t hold myself together
Not my spine breaking in two
Nor my heart, penetrated by you

While I feel ashamed, proud
While I feel doomed to love you
Accepted by you
Worshipped, burned and sacrificed…

My
Would I have ever known
The world inside of me
How it unfolds
The moment you touch it…

In that moment I found heaven
Within the fires of hell

~ Joice Joker